Thank you everybody for the hugs and good wishes. I am feeling better, more like myself.

Today has been a weird day as to interactions with H: started with early morning , he then fixed me breakfast and it went downhill from then on.

He said his visit with the CPA was next Wednesday, not today and mentioned that he was going to open a savings account in the local credit union with some money that they'd been owing him for quite some time. Then he went to work and was quite vocal about wanting to stay home instead.

A bit later I called him to ask him to wait until we could go together to open the account. He got all upset and told me that he was not going to do it today, then that he was planning to open it and have me go later and put my signature (yea, that is how OW ended up in the bussiness accounts. Heard that one before). He was very sarcastic about whether I wanted to be in the account or not... I did not like it one bit.

Then I go to his office and he is less than enthusiastic, and just plain uncomfortable...

He did tell me to call him later this afternoon...

We'll see.

Got to go back to work.


"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little" Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"