Just opened our car ins bill...H and I are still on the same policy and see that it has gone up a little. They took into account that H has had 4 speeding tickets...one in May 2008, which I was with him on that one, 2 in Nov 09 in which he confessed about 1 of them and I see he got another one in March 2010...geez! He can't have very many points left on his license!!!!
I think it is time I get my own policy!
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I love the symbolism of your dream....here is one interpretation:
he knows he is supposed to be with you subconsciously so that is why he took your truck. But now you are in charge of your life and he finds that alluring (I got this from you being in the driver's seat).
He goes in to kiss you but YOU don't return the kiss and he realizes he isn't supposed to want to kiss you because he is with OW...so your own feelings " no, it is not the right time." make complete sense!
haha--I havent' had dreams about stbxh in awhile but one part from a dream I had a year ago was that stbxh had come back to me and S. We went somewhere, returned at night, and a bush was on fire in the front yard--OW had set it on fire. stbxh was so relieved to be done with her. What is the burning bush all about? I am guessing to show that arsonists are coo-coo? And since OW was the arsonist...well...coo coo for cocoa puffs!
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me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004
Feeling ick today...just when I think I have those expectations under control!!!
H came by a little early to take kids to ortho appt. Kids said he took some stuff of his from the basement. He didn't take the boxes of his clothes, photo albums and stuff that I had packed for him and left in the garage though...probably didnt have room.
I had convinced myself that he hadn't been taking any of "his" stuff because he was undecided especially with no movement on the D....that was just stupid of me!
H admitted A in Aug 09...said it had been going on a year. It has been 11mos since it is not a secret anymore and still seems to be going strong (almost 2 yrs)...kids don't seem to affected by it, in fact, they seem to have accepted it, my friends seem to have accepted it...I thought I had accepted it....crap
Do you suppose I am crashing off the "high" that I had this weekend and reality has set back in....
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I wish I knew something to make you feel better. The highs are great on this ride but the lows are a b@@ch. Visiting here has become a great source of strength for me, especially when I'm on a low.
The one thing I can say is don't let the B@sta#d see you down. Try to stay positive, smiling and upbeat when talking or seeing him. That really pulls their short hairs.
I am back on this faith wagon! The good thing is is that I am not falling off of it as much and when I do fall off of it, it is not for as often or as long as I was!
Thanks to you guys!
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