Well, I've been toying with the idea of just forgetting about OW and his office and everything and do my own stuff until the end of December, then decide what I want to do.

He had been doing so well in other things, that I got all hopeful, but... no expectations is the ticket! Maybe he'll realize he is losing me and push the darn cart...

Of course, withdrawing from him and doing my own thing is what eventually draw him away...

Hobson's choice, I guess

I am rambling too much. I need my beauty sleep.


"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little" Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"