Good question. I have gotten involved in my music. Learned to play bass a few months ago and now am actively involved in church praise team band. Have been asked to paly at other churches as substitute. That is getting me out.
I have work and have thrown my name in the hat for some marketing overnights this fall.
Have been exercising....eating right and with that, stress, and meds...have lost 15 - 20 pounds and built some muscle. Last night W actuall asked me to wear a specific tighter shirt that I have been loath to wear over the years...I did and think I looked pretty good.
I have a habit change list that I follow and so working on myself with changes that I will need for my growth. Doing a lot of self help reading and trying to expand my mind and spirit. Actually like direction I am headed in many ways.
I do need to move further into GAL (getting a life) especially now that W's position on where she is has become more defined.
At this point....especially after last night will stop and avoid all M and R conversations....unless she brings it up. If that happens need to let her do most of the talking. I believe I have told her too much which already.
DMB
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Bomb Dropped 5/22/2010 EA with old college BF discovered and Exposed - 5/25/2010 MC begins 5/25/2010 EA contact cut off 5/28/2010 Current - DBing - 180's and joint MC sessions
