That is a question that I can't answer. I would like for her to be like her old self, drug free. It can't happen. Would I take her back? Somedays I would, some days I would not. It is not on my goal sheet. That is get over it and move on with my life. I think hope for something as bad as my situation is really a bad thing for me and counterproductive in getting over her so I try not to to have any hope of getting back.