W also tells me that for me to meet any of her spiritual needs or emotional needs I should just live in the moment. Wants to see me do that. That is one of her issues with me over the years.

Another issue is that I have not shown or reflected the affection she craves over the years. So as I go through the DB I am torn between showing her affection and yet not making it look like I am pursuing.

I realize that I do need patience....more than ever before.


DMB

M:18 T:22
S 15
S 10
D9

Bomb Dropped 5/22/2010
EA with old college BF discovered and Exposed - 5/25/2010
MC begins 5/25/2010
EA contact cut off 5/28/2010
Current - DBing - 180's and joint MC sessions