sweetie, all you are doing is letting runaway thinking lead your life. assumptions in it's rawest form. granted what we have all been thru will naturally lead us down that path, but it's really not fair based on what actions have been proved in the recent past
there is a sequensce of events that we all know and have experienced in our past that lead us to believe certain things, but really opt, are those things apparent at this time?
work thru this. the holiday's are hard on alot of people, but especially us, who have lived thru he//