The saga continues

[OfficerInNeed]

Tuesday:

Returned home from very long night of work, very tired. W had off work so she was home and she was sleeping. I laid in bed W really paid me no attention when I go home so I just dozed off and went to sleep myself. I woke up later in the afternoon.

W was watching TV then started to tell me all that she did the night before. I engaged W in the conversation to show her I was listening and interested. I then told W how work went (she did not ask).

I was explaining to W how I heard a review about a movie and I would like to see it. W said she remembering seeing the trailer for the same movie and thought it was good herself. W said she wanted to see it and suggested we rent it.

W and I agreed not to sit around the house. I had to make run to the tax place, I been putting it off. W said "I'll get ready when you leave and when you come back we'll leave" I agreed with W that it "sounds like a plan" W said "be careful" before I left.

I returned and W was ready to go and so we went. W wanted to stop by the mall to pick up a few thing she has been meaning to get. W and I held hands during our walk in the mall.

At one point we stopped in a novelty T Shirt store. In there W spotted a infant size shirt that read "I 'heart' Polish" (I am polish BTW). W had such a big smile on her face when she seen it. W asked "Should I get it?" I was caught of guard by that and was unsure how to respond so I said "That is up to you" with a smile on my face. W said "Well who knows if they will still have it here when we have kids" Once again did not expect to hear that...W decided to get it. We continued to walk around the mall and eventually left.

We make it back home W started to unpack what she had purchased and pulled out the shirt and was smiling...so I decided to ask "What made you buy the shirt" and W replied "You know I want to have children" in a humbling voice. I then replied "Yes I do know that and I do as well" W then said "I know we need to work on our marriage first before we get to that point. W and I were in agreement that we would work on our marriage and develop a strong, healthy loving marriage so we do not ever end up like we were in the past and to the point we had come to in the past 7 months.

Following that W and I watch a little TV, W rest her head on me and at another point we held hands watching TV. Then W started to play with our dog and got me involved.

There came a point were W seemed a little annoyed and upset but by what I am not sure. Shortly after a friend asked if I wanted to come hang out for a little bit. Thinking to myself "I am happy that we are making progress but I don't want to smother W and I still want to GAL and allow W to miss me sometimes" so I decided to hang out.

I let W know and she got upset but she would not say why, I decided to still go. I returned home and W was in bed sleeping, W woke up as I walked in the room and asked if I could grab her something from downstairs and so I did...W then went to bed.