I'm in a real pressure cooker and D-Day is tomorrow to set the ball in motion. Once it's rollong, I can't stop it.
And if you only get one chance, I want my BEST chance of success.
And, if I knew the A was over and there was true remorse and I could FEEL " My Hunney" was back, I'd probably be an idiot not to try. That was my commitment to "us" almost 4 years ago.
ANd I don't take these things likely.
My greatest asset and greatest weakness is my loyalty.
I'm going to hint at it in the text tomorrow. After they know I know (but not how much), then they can come back to all the questions and pressures.
See how strong this A is?
And is she gonna be "pi##ed"
I better get my thick slin on and get used to biting my tonque to not retaliate. My strength will be in NOT talking.
