Feeling ick today...just when I think I have those expectations under control!!!
H came by a little early to take kids to ortho appt. Kids said he took some stuff of his from the basement. He didn't take the boxes of his clothes, photo albums and stuff that I had packed for him and left in the garage though...probably didnt have room.
I had convinced myself that he hadn't been taking any of "his" stuff because he was undecided especially with no movement on the D....that was just stupid of me!
H admitted A in Aug 09...said it had been going on a year. It has been 11mos since it is not a secret anymore and still seems to be going strong (almost 2 yrs)...kids don't seem to affected by it, in fact, they seem to have accepted it, my friends seem to have accepted it...I thought I had accepted it....crap
Do you suppose I am crashing off the "high" that I had this weekend and reality has set back in....
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing
