IMO - (and for the record I am not a professional therapist
The issue that I think you need to really look at is not your H per se but why did you need someone else to provide that happiness.
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
