If you hadn't just been so sick, Opt, I'd say you were describing a depressive episode...(any history of that?)
But give your body a chance to really recover before jumping to any conclusions! (How long have you been feeling this way? How long since your flu passed?)
I'd say that having visitors for quite a while (even welcome beloved ones cause STRESS), having your H's behaviour to deal with (albeit better towards the end of the visit), all the uncertainty, the flu, the inevitable blues at saying goodbye to your bro...Yep, it's a pile up!
Be good to yourself...I read historical romance novels when I feel that way...just get lost in another world.
