Wassup Lodo, Relaxing isn't that simple for me. I am not that hung up on the age, I was merely acknowledging that I know I go younger because it is less complicated. I am not sure that it is possible to go easy on myself Lodo, I don't know if I have that gene.
I am not hung up on it, more just trying to express what is going on in my head and hoping to prepare someone else for the same bullchitt. Recovering from a broken marriage is not simple and there are a lot of side affects. I am still experiencing some of those and trying to work through them.
I think that no matter how well we work through the divorce and try to improve ourselves, there will be lingering side affects that surface as we experience new things. I would like to find someone again, I would like to want to settle down again, and I would like to be in love again at some point. Right now however I am having a hard time with all that and still linger on what happened the last time I was in that place. Hopefully it will pass and I can move forward.
