Sorry that you find yourself here. With your W being so young, it sounds more like she wants to sow her oats. I mean it's already tough to be raising 2 kids of her own, but throw in 4 from your previous R, and it's alot of stress.
Were you M before? What happened to that one? Do you have joint custody of your other 4 kids?
Right now just stop with the pursuit. It's making you sound clingy and desperate. No cards, calls or anything. Chill for a while.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.