Yeah, anger, irritation, etc. It was all me being in denial about MY problems. I took her for granted and now I'm reaping what I sowed. Add in Alcohol and it's like giving food to a Gremlin after midnight.
I just read about the boundaries on another post. That hurt too, she did set boundaries and I kept knocking em down because I for some reason wanted to "fix" myself through her. It makes me sick to my stomach that I didn't see what I was doing. Blinded, selfish, and antagonistic.
