New here, not sure where to start

[Truegritter]

But it doesn't matter why he is doing these horrible things to me..it matters that he's doing them.

As my good friend Mach said to me when I was in this spot:

So you want to die on this hill?

This is the one huh Taylor?

What happens when someone steals your ice cream cone?

Takes your parking space?

Calls you a name?

Or ___________ fill in the blank.

I am not saying you shouldn't be angry.

I am not saying you shouldn't be hurt.

I am not saying you shouldn't resent him.

RIGHT NOW.

BUT

If you let this break you then people will break you the rest of your life because they can.

WHY?

Because you let them...

1 Corinthians 13

When I was child

I used to speak as a child

Think as a child

Reason as a child;

When I became a man,

I put aside my childish things.



Taylor...





Taylor...





Listen to me...






This thing that you are here to do is NOT about whether you want your H after he did these terrible things.

This is a journey for YOU.

SO forget about your cheating, skirt chasing husband right now.

This is about finding YOU.

AND

The amazing gift that lies within in you.

You think I'm blowing sunshine up your A$$?

Then you are free to ignore me AGAIN.

AND

Ignore all the other folks that have posted to you here.

Go back and read over your thread.

Then

Read it again.

Then

Again.

All the answers have been given to you.

You are letting your pain, hurt and vengence make you deaf, dumb and blind.

Are you going to die on this hill?