Weird. Must clear my head. I was having a good day until reading someone else's sitch where his ex already is engaged and his kids are going on an extended weekend with the ex and OM.
Ouch.
That just got me thinking -- forgiving would be so much easier if I didn't think an OM was in the picture. I feel so --- diminished, I guess. The conversations and intimacy we shared for 13 years, even though it waned in the final three, she may now be sharing with someone else.
Ouch.
Going to take a walk and remember that I will have that intimacy again with someone else some day when I have healed and I have no doubt the next time will be much more intimate. STBXW was so withdrawn that the times she really opened up physically and emotionally was few and far between -- even in the good early days.
Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11 http://tinyurl.com/yk4e2tz http://tiny.cc/thread2 http://tinyurl.com/ydtphqu http://tinyurl.com/thread4 http://tinyurl.com/3sm78k6 http://tinyurl.com/thread6
