yea..pretty much. I don't want to have a H that can do these things to me and think it's ok. That's just wrong and doesn't make him the person I want to be with the rest of my life. It was one thing to meet someone, spend time with them and develop feelings for them. That was hard enough for me to deal with. But now to actively be seeking women and probably screwing every woman that comes on to him while he's traveling..no thanks.
And don't think I am not thinking that he's doing it to push me into giving up. Because that could be too. But it doesn't matter why he is doing these horrible things to me..it matters that he's doing them.
