Just because you gave yourself the screen name doesn't mean you have to let it define you.

YOU are getting great advice here. YOU have to start DOING what is suggested instead of TALKING about it.

You've heard this before, but now is the time you ACCEPT it.

YOU can NOT CONTROL your WAW!!! Repeat it again. All YOU can do is figure out and SET your BOUNDARIES.

Listen to Coach and Sandi... What are your short-term/long-term goals?

No more pining. You want to know what to do... The ONLY thing
YOU can do. DETACH, GAL, WORK on YOU.... If she is truly worth it she will want to do the WORK too, but on HER time. NOT YOURS. This is where your list of goals comes in. What is acceptable. What are your boundaries??? Use this time to show her that YOU will be fine either way. Use this time to work on YOU and YOUR SELF CONFIDENCE. It is obvious by your post that you have issues with self confidence and self-worth/ego. I get it.. We all do... But YOU need to decide if this is going to DESTROY you or make you into a CHAMPION.

God Speed.