I went to the local behavior clinic that has cancelled on her twice in a row. She is scheduled for her first ever IC in mid Aug. I told them she will be dead by then. They said they had an opening today.
She did not lose her job but is the prime suspect and said she probably cant break away for IC. I gave her the paperwork with the number and told her to cancel then. I said if you have 50 minutes to spare the appointment is there.
I also told her I love her (knowing it breaks the rules) and was not going to file for D. She said I still doesn't know what she is going to do. I said fair enough. So she could always file, nothing you can do about that.
I also paid the entire summer school bill for the kids so she would top worrying about that.
Still cant believe she wanted to work the cashier at the C-store? If she thought the D was going to go through in a couple of months then she would have received a large amount of money. She has more than enough money until then.
Her Fioricet bottle still has quite a few pills in it, so she is not popping them like candy. She has been drinking every night. I need to get the alcohol out of the house. She will just buy more tomorrow but it will give her one night off at least... She usually only has one but she weighs so little.
I have IC tonight at 6...boy is that needed!
I have seen how she works. She brings work home with her and prides herself in it. She loves crunching numbers and can do that all night long. I don't think its a cover. She has always been dedicated to whatever job she does.
