Need a Plan for My Marriage

[LSG]

Last night I let my emotions get the better of me. I wish I hadn't. It was a waste of time.

She asked again about the insurance, and it started an argument. I let myself get pulled down that path.

I argued about other things I knew I should not about the affair and our marriage.

She said it is my fault because I don't have a job and other things. She would not tell me what I did. She said I am the reason she cheated. I need to take responsiblity for what I did. I told her to tell me what I did, and I would take responsibility for it. I told her I would not take responsibility for the A.

I told her she needs to think about the kids and what D will do to theme. I also told her that there is nothing I did to justify her having an affair. I told her that an A is selfish, and it is just running away from her problems.

I said that I will not change anything right now because she has lied about so many things that I do not trust her.

I did not handle things very well last night.

DLS, IDU, and Coach I appreciate the comments and the support. I have been busy, so I have not replied. I have an interview today I needed to prepare for. I am so excited. I am going to produce results this time.

Wish me luck.