WAS, MLCer, whatever your H is does not matter right now. What matter right now is YOU. This is hard sh*t. It is. Listen to Grace...
Your focus should be on getting to that place that it does not matter. THis takes time. You will get there. Don't rush it.
DB'ing must become a way of life for you. For me personally, it just happened one day. So please be gentle on yourself and really and I mean really go find out who Rlay really is.
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans