If you go back a page or two you'll see she has said she resents me for putting her in a position where she felt she had no choice but to go to him for help.
This is where you are making your biggest mistakes when you believe lies such as that..
She went to him because she WANTED to and they are having an AFFAIR... A LOVE affair.. She has JUSTIFIED it by blaming YOU. Looks like her plan is working too. She has an affair and YOU keep taking the blame.. (not her 1st affair either. She has this down pat.) Get bored, have an affair, blame you and then decide if she wants to come back or not. You then keep saying if you were a better man and and if she could just forgive you that you will take her back for her having another affair...
You are allowing her to set the reality and telling you she is the poor poor victim in this. If you want to keep believing these lies then you are going to stay stuck. YOU are being played my man.. Played. She is playing you like a violin.
And you keep allowing it and even promoting it.. It isn't true what you believe.
