It has been FOREVER since I posted on here, mostly because things have been fine and my head has been on straight. Back in May I started seeing someone new, and things were nice. A bit of a bummer in that last week she said she wasn't quite feeling the spark anymore and just wanted to dial things back and be friends. Yeah, that stung a bit but glad we gave it a try and enjoyed the time we did spend together.
Might be a little down and having to beat away those thoughts of "never gonna find someone" but I feel much more equipped to do so than a year ago. It is tough to have these feelings of being alone after being in a relationship again (even if it was not too serious) since just knowing there is someone out there thinking of you too is a positive thing. So once again, just got to focus on the usual tricks: PMA, GAL, etc.
Interestingly, WAW has been more positive to me. Made comments like "glad we chatted" and "glad you came to x the other day with us" when we have had some interaction. I don't think it means anything other than her moving on with her raw emotion towards me and simply becoming more civil. At any rate, it is positive for our family.
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