Maybe because he's making me fight just to hang on to what he should be giving me by right, and by love. Ow is pushing him and he's pushing me. I don't like stupid letters from lawyers, and don't like having to respond to them. By making it seem I'm keeping things from him for which he's never asked. I'm intelligent enough to know it's mostly bluff and bluster, but it's so tiring. Wanting someone that doesn't want anything to do with you.
I'm also not sleeping worth a damn, keep dreaming of him. I know I should think smarter, not work harder. I really appreciate all the input from you guys. It keeps me from going off the deep end. It shouldn't be any great problem to drag this out a few more months. I'm just afraid he'll do something sneaky, and somehow push something through without my knowledge.
