I know that I need professional help big time. I am seeing a councellor but she is on vacation at the moment. I think I am going to email her. I didn't want to bother her while she is on vacation but I don't know that I can go another week with all the sht that has gone on. The problem with kicking him out is that he comes back with telling me that I will have to take care of the mortgage and I am not sure that I can really handle everything financially. I own my own business and every month I have no idea if I will do well or not. It is still very up and down which totally sucks.
i must first get my D into daycare which I am registering her tomorrow. Once I have her in then I can start to make more concrete plans. I am leaning toward the fact that I don't think this marriage can be saved he is such a piece of dirt to me right now. Reading those texts has been damaging but I feel good that at least I now know the truth.
M=42 H=51 Common-law 6yr Children: 11yr old daughter (previous marrIage) 6yr old son Bomb dropped January 2013
