I don't know right now. Just finding out that he has 4 sure been having an affair is a giant blow. Seeing the texts is devastating. It is making me so sick. I should have known I am just so stupid for trusting him. I knew in my heart and now I have the proof. I am not sure I can forgive him. I am not sure he wants me at all. If u have read my posts you will know that it is much more....gambling into $50K debt, never home, has told me he hates me, won't have any kind of relationship...won't even hold my hand. The last time we had sex was on his birthday and he just lay there and then made me use a condom for the first time in years....I think it must be b/c he is screwing her without one.
M=42 H=51 Common-law 6yr Children: 11yr old daughter (previous marrIage) 6yr old son Bomb dropped January 2013
