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[awest1217]

Can't sleep...I know it is early, but I am trying to get back on an earlier schedule before school starts this year because last year kicked my butt. I am sure it is all the emotions still running through me.

I forgot to put in here that S is sleeping in bed with me again. He started it up again last Wednesday. I am thinking it is because he felt abandoned again. He saw H Monday, Wednesday, and Saturday...then nothing and by Wednesday he was feeling bad, especially because not only was H not around, but his cousins left to go home too. It is funny because he clings to anything about H. Pictures, his stuff, even when MIL came over, he just wanted her to stick around. Part of it could just be because he misses being with his friends everyday, but I think he really misses H when he isn't around, or the inconsistency starts.

Back upstairs to try to sleep. Sadly I am going to get a midnight snack because usually a full belly helps me sleep and since I skipped lunch due to H...I guess a few extra calories right now won't hurt anyone.