NM don't feel bad. A while ago I broke down because of a broken faucet in the bathroom. I looked on the internet and after H fell through, I did it myself. I cried to him first about it not working because I was upset and overwhelmed with life, but I learned to do it myself from the internet and now am very proud of all I have learned to do (some because my step-dad is a fixer upper and some because I have taught myself).
Just pick yourself up and keep on going because for many of us single moms it is all a learning experience.
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