no, you are firming up by the day Now get your firm butt (!) over to my thread and weigh in. Yeah, I know I'm a pain, want you here and in the alt, but I gotta get it going here: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...15#Post2036815.
Also, if you have time, please weigh in on this poor soul. He reminds me a teeny tiny bit of you a couple months ago (but I don't think you were ever this despondent and you're WAY further along in your thinking- I think his responses kind of dropped off): http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...p;#Post2037174.
As for heavier weights- you might check craigslist or freecycle- I bet lots of people have some to get rid of. If that fails, lift DD (only half kidding)- she must be what- 40+ lbs?
Now get your firm butt (!) over to my thread and weigh in. Yeah, I know I'm a pain, want you here and in the alt, but I gotta get it going here: 
