E - love the questions / I need to answer them myself (of course you probably knew that already - I am a slow learner)
Tay - if you read my thread you will see that I've had my share of the dating services and phone chat lines. There are some sickos out there (and yes, my H is one of them right now) - but you have to stay true to yourself. YOU are NOT one of them - YOU have taken the hardest road around - to stay committed to your vows. BE PROUD - do not let the sickness that surrounds you encompass you! Find your outlets that put you in a healthier environment. Keep repeating to yourself - I DID NOT DO THIS! My new favorite saying is "Imperfect is not Failure" - we are ALL imperfect - but acknowledging your imperfections and taking responsibility for changing what you can change - THAT'S WHAT MAKES YOU DIFFERENT! Stay strong!
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time