I doubt that, I ultimately think, that you are letting your fear control you, and convincing yourself otherwise.
Very insightful, Jack. I know because I started down PEI's thought path briefly, then stopped myself and promptly turned around. I realized that I was only lying to myself to make this easier.
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Do you know that the harder thing to do and the right thing to do are usually the same thing? Nothing that has meaning is easy. ~ The Weather Man
