Going straight forward...antlers 6th thread.

[ClingingToHope]

I'm heading that direction as well. I found out today STBXW rejected our settlement offer and wants a pre-trial conference. I absolutely never wanted to sit in a court room across from STBXW arguing over how to end the M.

It looks like I'll have to. It's like an emotional trifecta nailing me in waves lately. Seeing an OM at my house two weekends ago, having my girls for a week and so feeling like a family again and then realizing a trial is in my future.

Antlers, it's all about attitude. Today is a great day. I played softball this morning. I'm back at work. I have a singles group that have things scheduled every week I'm free. I looked at my journal from last summer and I'm much better in every way than I was a year ago.

And yet ... I'm really, really, really down. Like you, she was my 'here' person. She was the one I really, really thought, deep down, would always be there for me.

I'm with you.