I've sort of gotten off track over the last 6 to 8 weeks. As the date of the trial draws nearer(July 28), I've been more depressed, and I haven't been as motivated to take care of myself as I have been. I feel a lot more stress and other negative emotions. I'm kinda strugglin'. I want to feel better. For many years, she and I only had each other. Our families lived far away, and she and I worked and raised our kids without any help from anybody. We were the 'here' person for each other. I miss that.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.