Up went that first wall of steel. I built every other wall on top of that one until I was safely housed in a fortress of sorts.
I’m sure you know that NOW is the time to tear down these freaking walls… Hey isn’t that a pink floyd song? LOL
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I've always known that I didn't really trust very many people, not completely. That's where the "I don't give all of me to any one person" thing came from. Little pieces to everyone--never the whole thing to one. No one ever got all of me.
Shel – you want to talk about trust issues – sorry to say go read my thread. I sooo struggled with trust. Sometime I still do. Know what…I now say F dat. I decided to open up…to trust myself! We are not perfect – none of us. How can someone get to know being real is she is not…..well let’s just say “being real”. Shel – in order to Open up you really need to TRUST YOURSELF.
Trusting yourself btw does not mean that you will not make mistakes. You will. Learn from them and do better.
I know…”I don’t want to get hurt”, “I am afraid”, “my past”, “<insert any other excuse here>”. At the end of the day YOU need to decide what YOU want. Do you want to live a life of openness, of being so true to who YOU are that it does not make a fu*king difference what I, Grit, Cat or anyone else on these boards think.
This IMO is the openness and trust that you are seeking.
God Bless
BTW - if your gonna hurl I prefer Blackberries - smile
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
