Okay, so where does sex fit in right now? I had the talk with him last night about the divorce and he seemed to waiver a bit, but then said that he really feels like he wants to move forward and delaying the divorce doesn't move things forward. Then we talked a little bit about the house, etc. and then went and sat outside and talked about two concerts we are going to this week, golf, etc.
Then we came back inside and I really wanted a hug so I hugged him and the hug quickly turned really passionate, lots of kissing, pressing etc., all initiated by him. At one point he said "now this is confusing, isn't it" and then he also said "if we do this I want you to know that everything I said earlier is still true, I still want a divorce." And we ended up going upstairs and having a really good time. Afterward he seemed upset/worried. He said something like "I wish I could be the right man for you" or something like that. He also said that he is still really sexually attracted to me, which was confusing for him.
I guess I look at this as a good thing, that he seems a bit conflicted about having sexual feelings for me. Or am I reading too much into this?
