Another sleepless night... Sunday's are hard because she works til ten, when I'm just barely asleep. And when she gets home I wake and then can't stop thinking.

She's not attracted to me. Doesn't like my touch. Has enjoyed sex (though we have it infrequently), but doesn't like holding my hands nor any type of physical contact.

My question to the more experienced DB'ers; can this ever come back? Or is it just a chemistry thing? I'm sure it was there once, when we were first dating/married. Despite all our problems, it's always been there for me.

I'm going to talk to a bankruptcy attorney as well as a divorce attorney this week. I'm not going to file for D, I just want to know what my options/responsibilities are especially in regards to alimony and child support.