There are 2 kid's free weekends planned. One on the 28 of August and one in September at the place from the competition.
It has been quiet and nice. We spent time together due to a strike (lol) and the weekend. We went shopping and for a coffee together on Sat morning and had sex on Sat night. He was all day, touching my hands, hugging me etc. But again, at night, NO words, NOTHING, not even, a "yes" or a "no". In the morning, I hugged him and asked him why cant he say he loves me. His answer was "why do you wake up with a complaint, it's not nice", when I said "because it is serious for me", he said "I guess I am that kind of person, dont express myself much with words". And that would be fine and acceptable if I didnt know already that he WAS talking to her during love making etc etc. And yes I know, I am obssessing but it is a fact that I am aware of and my husband seems to be settling with me. And that is worse than me settling with him, IMO.
Anyway, we are planning our vacation and I am doing hard work on myself, trying to control and minimize my flashbacks and obssessive thoughts.
This week it is her birthday and on August 5th is the day I found out the truth... K
