"i will try to be the oppitomy of submissiveness and narcassistuic supply and see how that works"
You do not act submissive or anything. Agreeing with how he feels isn't giving in. And stop with the R talks and asking how you stand. My suggestion is to back off and be "busy". You're priming yourself up for a big fall again because he just isn't ready yet.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
