Stop begging and pleading and throwing yourself at him. He might end up back with you because of this but then the next OW comes around and he's going to drop you again.
YOU have the power now. Start establishing yourself. Don't be surprised if he asks you to still move out. Stand your ground. You are entitled to be at the home. YOU aren't the unhappy one. Stop being a doormat.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.