i am acting out of fear. i am afraid of another bomb. i just want to protect myself. i don't want to be making any crazy posts like i did in the past.
What if you made your decision out of strength, rather than fear?
What if you KNEW that even though it might hurt, you could handle him filing?
I don't know exactly where that might mean you should go with it, but the thing I see, is that you are just now, gaining perspective on your own behavior and its contribution to the problems in your marriage.
