Exposed finally,,limbo land

[Optimust]

I am in the middle of moving the girls to my number one priority over the M, and they have been in the lead over the last week or so. I can’t really see the M taking over anytime soon, being the W is in the throws of the A and MLC(or one he!! of a lot of the symptoms of one). I’m still getting surprised by W’s actions though, they just keep getting worse, hopefully she will hit bottom soon.

W’s best friend is kind of a two prong benefit. I did it solely to get my D14 talking to someone that she could purge some of this stuff my W has put her through, and exposed her to. But now I’ve been thinking it through, and there is a second benefit. D14 told her things about W(I’m sure of and will verify tomorrow), that WBF was having a hard time believing when it was coming from me(she actually went into full W protection for a while). So for the immediate future and for a while she will be questioning just about every word W says and action W takes. She did shoot about 10-15 TM back and forth with W after talking with D14, questioning where she was according to D14. So the silent pressure W was putting on herself from everyone but BF and D14, will be joined by skeptical if not full blown pressure from those two also. From things WBF said recently, I think she was buying W’s story of being non-physical A with a lot less time spent with OM.

W has spent the better part of 8 of the last 10 days with OM, blowing off DD’s, work, and all family. It feels as though it is building up to bite her back hard and soon, without me doing much, except trying to be a good dad. Oh ya, only two anxiety pills taken all this time also(as opposed to 4-5 a day when this started)