I need to somehow bottle up the way I feel right now for the days when I question if I am doing the right thing. Right now, I am more comfortable with myself than I have been at any point since she left. I kept busy today and have plans to do so tomorrow. It seems silly, but part of the reason for this post is for those days when I struggle and need to look back and see that I am doing the right thing. Good night all.
M - 43 WAXW - 42 Married - 24 years Together - 25 years S - 23 - passed away 10/17/09 S - 22 Bomb - PA - 6/23/10 - WAW moved in with OM same night D-day - 9/17/10