humph... why does it go up and down so unexpectedly? One minute I think I'm going so well and suddenly I tumble. Although the 'doing ok' phase is getting much longer, I'm becoming seriously concerned if I'd be ok to relocate somewhere where I have no family/moral support.
I think this time the tumble came as I'm at the crossroads now to decide where to go. The small city I thought of moving to doesn't have enough job prospects and I'm now torn between where my H is, or the second largest city to avoid the expensive living cost of H's city.
Realistically speaking I don't think there is going to be a reconciliation. But relocating to another state so far from H will make it even more impossible.
