Just a quick update: H left this morning for a business trip and won't be back until Wed. night. The thing is, I'm not concerned or worried at all about what he could be up to while he's gone. I'm actually feeling a bit relieved that he won't be around for a few days because I can just "be" and not be wondering what he is/is not thinking or feeling...
I'm giving some serious thought to FT though. Quite frankly, if he is not going to go, I'm not sure I feel the need to spend the money for me to go. Maybe that's the wrong way of looking at things but I think I am in a good place and don't need to go by myself. I could be fooling myself. Any thoughts??? It isn't like the FT gives me a whole lot of specific direction... Heck, a DB coach might be better worth the money.
Classes start for me on Thursday! I'm very excited!!!
