Friday: MIL never called about S coming over so S and I went out to eat with a bunch of friends for his best friend's dad's b-day (also an old friend of my brother). Then we did some shopping. The eventful part was when we got home, my house keys had slipped off my ring so I was frantically looking for them. Finally the last place I looked was at Target (one of the places we shopped), and there they were at customer service. I just said "thank you Jesus", and S repeated me a lot because it is my only set of keys. I was going to have to go a few days until my step-sister sent my only other set back up here from TN because she accidentally took them with her. My brother, parents, and sister helped a lot, but thank goodness I didn't have to do anything crazy, and I never called or text H for help except to complain because my phone kept shutting off and what can I do.
Saturday: BUSY DAY! Meeting at church then the baby shower. I got there a little late, but MIL comes up and asks why S and I didn't come over. I said because she never called like she said she would. (notice now she wanted me to come too). She didn't seem too mad and I talked to her for a bit. Near the end of the shower H's aunt who is dying of cancer (she was diagnosed a year ago. I saw her last month and she didn't look too bad, yesterday she looked like a skeleton. It is so sad) asked me "Amy are you ready for another one". I was honest and I said Yes I would love another baby, not knowing what she would say to that, and she says "but you need a husband for that". I couldn't believe what I heard. They are such a reserved family, but facing death gives you the boldness to say whatever you want. She then came over and told me to tell H how much I loved him, and I told him that I had done that many times, but you can't change a person (all with MIL right next to me). She just said some people are stubborn and I agreed to which she just said pride and walked away. When i left, I made sure to talk to her because who knows now if I will ever see her again and she was always the nicest person in the family, and she reiterated to pray and do anything to get H back.
Then the grad party which was fun, but I had to deal with H's brother bothering his ex-girlfriend again...It was a late night with a bonfire and lots of fun!
Today: Church which was awesome and sad. My brother preached (he is an awesome preacher), but with what is happening at church, it is everything H and I had been praying to have happen, and he isn't here. He and I are an awesome team. Really unstoppable and we had tons of plans for when this happened, but now...it is just me. i will be awesome, but it is different because we were supposed to be a team. Things change.
Still not talking to H. I did send the one texta bout my phone friday and he responded, but that is it since Tuesday last week. I just don"t understand how he can not know what is going on in S's life, but then this Friday and Saturday he is supposed to come and take him. He has no idea what has happened to S for the past two weeks! we will see what this week brings with the massive heat wave on its way...I hate 90+ degree weather!
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