Definitely feeling the loss of my M. Hearing my nephew ask me where Uncle H is. Where are the puppies? He is only 3 but is so smart and remembers EVERYTHING. I was so close with H family for 10 years. It is my nephews birthday this weekend and my niece's christening- and I won't be part of it. It stings a bit. I arranged for nephew's cake and won't be able to see or taste it. All of it stinks.
I continue to GAL. I did my house stuff today. I am going to a concert tomorrow night with some work friends. Meeting my girlfriend for dinner on Thursday and I have two bbq's this weekend. I have got plenty of stuff going on for sure.
I am sure my H is going to pop in some time this coming week to pick up more of his stuff. Part of me wants him to just finish up so that I don't have to go thru another day of that. The other part of me doesn't want him to finish up because then I probably won't see him or speak to him again for a very long time.
I guess part of me had a little bit of hope about a reconciliation...and part of me knows this is the best thing possible right now.
