LT-I am super duper new at this, so I don't have much cred, but being in the new and panicked stage, I kinda understand your panic about what to do with yourself. I, too, haven't been working, and have been relying on H for everything so it puts us in a tricky situation. I have been reading and reading and reading and reading on here. Lots of deep breaths and journaling. Its almost as if you have to operate as if you're just out of college and there is a world of possibility out there for you. Just ignore the dating part for now. It is not easy, that is for sure, but the idea of so many possibilities kind of gets me excited and helps me to take the focus off of H. And surround yourself with activities and people who can keep your mind off of things. This week I went to a movie by myself for the first time ever! A little weird at first, but it was a nice three hour distraction! Hit up the library for good books (I have lots of recommendations)! After reading about so many others experiences on here, I can pretty confidently say that you are going to be okay!
