It was tough to see her this morning, but I survived. I also told her that unless circumstances changed I saw no benefit in me going on the trip. She tried to act unfazed by that, but when she was driving away I saw her wiping away tears. Just turning her over to God now while I solve my own issues.
Church was great! I am working my way back from a strained relationship with God since the death of my son and today was another big step.
Lunch with my other son and his friend was good, both food and conversation wise.
Time to mow the lawn. As Puppy said, this is a good time to spend some time praying for strength and courage.
M - 43 WAXW - 42 Married - 24 years Together - 25 years S - 23 - passed away 10/17/09 S - 22 Bomb - PA - 6/23/10 - WAW moved in with OM same night D-day - 9/17/10
