Was I surprised? I thought I had a 50/50 chance, so I wasn't surprised. I was just more irritated/disappointed all over again-- why? It still doesn't make sense. I didn't let him see my disappointment, though. Yeah, I just said "Okay, so we shouldn't hang out like we have been."
Yeah, WON'T be bringing up R until January! Hopefully he brings it up first...
Gosh, how do I greet him? Definitely not a hug. We haven't touched. (Did I tell you, though, that the third time he spent the night he took his shirt off? And the fourth time too!)
A few times I've smiled. Yeah, I think so. And other times I just say "hey". Really, P, we act normal with just a little bit of awkwardness. It's weird.
About staying over, I told him if he didn't want to R, he shouldn't stay. But now that I've sort of been rethinking that. . . I'll let him stay if he asks. I wouldn't be surprised if he does. He already has twice and I've said no twice.
gotta go!
me, 30 WH, 29 D born June 2010 M: July 2001 Bomb/S: 1/14/10 Done with it all.
